Sunday, October 01, 2006
hmm.. today was supposed to go
watch children's day concert with the gals at esplanade..
But some of them had smth impt on
so had to cancel..
Then decided to go QW to find Jess,
see new shoes, bags n accessories and also to drop
by to see whether Amelia is workin today..
Slightly, Jus b4 i intend to msg
Jess and amelia,
he msg me and asked me whether im free
to come out for coffee
and that he was pretty down..
I was in a dilemma,
cos i had actually thought of
maintaining a "safe" distance frm him
but As a buddy of his,
i thought maybe i shld listen to his sorrow..
so i agreed.
N Henry and co were be dropping by too..
So we agreed to meet at somerset..
As usual, i was early
and i thought that i will have to
wait another 10-20mins..
But luckily, he arrived at the same time as i did..
So we went to starbuck
and had a chat while waiting for henry & co to arrive..
So he pour his sorrows to me
about his gf and him..
Well, i really have nothing to say abt his gf..
Really bad, she doesnt seems serious
abt this relationship and his feelings.
he's currently "sponsoring" her everything..
Bills, daily expenses and etc..
I felt that was a little overboard
like her hp bills that chalk up to 200bucks..
He said that he felt like giving up this relationship
but i said nothing, cos i didnt want to be the one
interfering in their relationship..
After that, we changed the topic..
cos he looked really sad
and im afraid that he might break down..
we then Talk abt his past job experiences..
Amazingly, he had all kind of experiences..
Then received the news that Henry and co not coming
to meet us..
I kinda knew that he purposely did that..
cos past few days, henry keep pestering me
to work on sunday..
But i wanted to rest and furthermore we guys
agreed on the concert thingy..
He kept telling me if i come down,
there will be a surprise for me.. -.-
Wad a surprise!!
So he suggested that we go for a walk..
So we head to cine and in the end
he suggest catching a movie,
so we settle on "John Tucker mus die"
But there was like an hr plus to the movie..
so we went to taka for a walk..
Pretty funny down there,
laughed a lot...
i thought maybe he had forgotten
abt his gf thingy for that moment..
Went to find Clara,
but she wasnt there..
Maybe dinner break..
So we headed back when the movie was
about to start..
hmm.. nice show, hilarious too..
anyway throughout the movie,
very thoughtful of him
he kept passing tibits to me..
Until the last yan yan biscult, he
dip the strawberry and fed me.
Was taken by surprise, actually wanted to
take it frm his hand..
but his action only allows me to take
a bite out of it..
He dipped it again and feed me
b4 he ate the rest up..
Pretty awhard for me..
At the end of the show,
out of the cinema
saw him searching for things..
I asked me for was he looking for,
he said he was looking for the ticket..
And he looked pretty sad
like the ticket meant a lot to him..
I offered mine
cos i doesnt kept this kind of things..
But he didnt want..
Anyway, he found it somewhere
and was over the moon..
I jus kept quiet..
Then accompany him for dinner
He secretly took my pic
when i was looking elsewhere..
He didnt want to delete it..
After that
we took a stroll b4 we head home..
He can actually take a bus home,
shorter route
but he accompany me to take train..
thats nice of him..
So washed up
and online..
Shortly later, he came online too...
Then he started asking me that kind of question again
and asked me whether i will accept him if he doesnt have
a gf now..
And he feel like giving up the relationship for me..
Its really confusing and complicated..
But i rejected him..
will it hit him hard, back to square one?
Anyway, tml's going to be a tough day at work
not only will the guys sour me
but also the workload..
Tell you guys more next week..
ehs.. i am hungry again! lols..
♥ a butterfly landed @
12:18:00 PM
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